Yep. We are pregnant! I am so incredibly nervous. The days are dragging. Every time I go to use the bathroom I check for blood. I analyze and over-analyze every twinge, sensation, and pain in my body. I am an absolute basket-case! Please stay with us little one. We love you already.
I am trying so hard to not let the fear take over and just focus on the here and now. I just don't know if I can emotionally handle any more loss. Breathe. Breathe.
Due date May 25, 2012. Which is interesting because both of the boys were due the 25th day of their birth months as well. I also had a dream a few night before the BFP that I was pregnant. Usually I am haunted by miscarriage dreams, so it was a nice change. I am hoping that it is a good sign. I guess only time will tell.
Meanwhile, I must keep my focus on my two precious boys that God has entrusted me with and pray that we will get to take this baby home too.
